Holiday Vibe

Aku udah putusin bakal nikmatin and jalanin aja apa yg bakal terjadi. Skripsiku masih ke seret2 and dosenku is being such an ass. I mean, for our sakes, just please let me go so we both would get benefits of it by not seeing each others' faces anymore. But instead, he keeps searching for perfection, and perfection is the first thing I am willing to sacrifice so that I can leave ASAP.

Akhir2 ini waktuku abis buat kerja..kerja..dan kerja..o ya...aku juga rada getol2 juga jalan2 and shopping hehehe.
Ngga gila2 an sih tapi tiap ada waktu luang and lagi males bikin tugas, bawaannya jalan melulu.

Natal ini meskipun aku ngga bisa rayain di Indo, bossku bikin acara banyak banget. Tgl 24, aku mesti kerja setengah hari, malemnya bakal ke rumah Boss buat makan2 and tukar2 an kado. Tebak...aku mesti beliin kado buat boyfriend nya si Boss.

Tgl 25 nya, pas juga hari ultah si Boss ke 40. Dia udah bikin reservation di resto mewah and kita2 mesti ikutan fancy dinnernya and mesti dressed up. Aku ma sekali ngga ada dress gitu, makanya pontang panting hunting baju, sepatu and tas buat acara spesial. Paling susah kalo cari baju di sini. Seleraku and ukuran badanku sama sekali ngga cocok ma baju2 yg ada di toko2. Kebanyakan baju2 di toko2 modelnya skimpy dresses yg bolong sana sini and bahan transparan floating gitu. Otomatis yg pake mesti super PD cuman pake gaun tanpa daleman..hiiii....

Tgl 26 nya temen2 ada acara masak2 and makan2 kecil2 an. Besoknya udah pada balik kerja semua. I am trying to enjoy whatever happens to me. Aku udah ngga bisa planning apa2 lagi, cuma berharap aja kalo at the end everything will be OK with me. Ortu juga udah mulai bisa nerima soalnya tiap kali mereka telpon and tanya kpn aku pulang , aku lgs uring2 an hehehe...jadinya mereka skg cuman diem aja.

I feel like my confidence are boosting lately. I know Ive got some probs to deal with and some of it could really screw me up cuman...ngga tau ya...di beberapa hal aku juga kerasa lebih enteng aja. Lebih balanced. Mungkin ada hubungannya juga ma tempat tinggalku sekg. Selama 3 thn lebih aku stucked di lingkkungan yg sama and tiba2 ada perubahan drastis di sekitarku. Pertamanya sempet down and shock juga tapi mungkin this is what I needed.

I make some new friends, meet some new people, I go out and flirt. Stewart Parson, the cool bartender of Hard Rock Cafe really cheered me up last weekend. He was funny, chatty and so flirty. I think I wanna see him again next time.

Christmas is coming. I am not sure if I could greet everyone who reads this since they and me will prolly be busy preparing things, so let me shout it now. SELAMAT NATAL SEMUA!!